Insight
Hey readers,
Today I guess i’ll spill some little insight on my thoughts on a more ‘serious’ tone… well not specifically but more lengthy I supposed you could say. Set aside the introductory’s and enter the mind of Ivan.
*switch on: Foo Fighters - Everlong*
Currently i’ve been listening to this song non-stop, maybe as a sign of something cool going to happen or something i wish would happen. Either unexpected or not it seems like something great will soon come. Although this feeling could end up being something terrible, the war on terror (which I really hate) might come to our shores, or the rise of China will overtake America’s super civilization. Who knows!
So far, everything has gone pretty much great for me, from university enticing my social levels, my new temporary job for the holidays reeping in the money and my health gradually getting better (workouts are the best). Although one thing really is now in need for attention, I know it may sound desperate or whatever and this is definetly not a plea for some magical godess to come down and provide some instant cure..
*breathe out, so I can breathe you in*
No, but what i’m wishing is for someone who will give me that feeling of chase and accomplishment, i know it may sound bad but the journey of it all, starting off with simple text messages then gradually booming into marriage, thats right the big M word. With our ages now (hopefully teens) we have a decade to somehow find the right one, it seems old fashioned seeing as divorce is so easy to do, giving you another chance, but getting right in that first go, hole in one, thats what satisfies golfers (or mini golfers alike).
*If everything could feel this real forever*
Maybe like my dear mate said that we have to go out with as many girls as possible so in the end that one special girl would rise amongst others, or like my other friend who says you just know when its right. I’m not one to waste eachothers times, if I forsee that it is a mistake then I back off quickly, but maybe thats my problem I just look at the most possible negative outcomes making me curl up in a shell. Time will tell in the end, that one girl spotted in the crowd, when everything slows down and all you can do is just stop, that is probably the time when I know. Until that moment I can only enjoy what I do and jump to that one life changing opportunity.
*And i wonder…*
- Ivan
PS. Probably one of my most corniest blogs ever, but I seem to be victim to them, echoes silence patience and grace (foo reference again haha)
